Thursday, April 15, 2010

The end of a fun ride.

I'm running on about 4 1/2 hours of sleep. It's probably less because I kept waking up.
I have always been careful and kind of weary of dating because I never wanted to get my heart broken. I had to make sure that the person I chose to let into my life and my heart was someone so special that no one else could possibly fill that space. I thought I had found her.
From the moment we started talking I knew something was there. We both knew what we wanted and didn't want to mess around. We have so much in common yet we are total opposites. We complemented each other. We fit into this easy rhythm. I beared my heart and soul to her.
Then we started to get to know each other more, we got comfortable and our real personalities came out. I thought this would be a good thing.

I wish I hated her because somehow I think that would make this all easier.
If this is really what she wants then our relationship is over.
I still want to be friends because she means more to me than she'll ever know.


  1. Awww, I'm so sad to read this :-( The first heartbreak truly is one of the hardest but you take the pieces, put them back together and over time pass your heart to another hoping for the best. Take time for yourself and then get back out there-you're too cool to stay single!

  2. TSD-Thank you! It has been a really hard day but I know it will get better. I have a great support system. I'm concentrating on finishing up this semester at school and I'm looking forward to working at camp this summer. It's going to be a ton of fun!

  3. Sorry to hear about this you two looked like a cute couple. I hope the heart ache will pass soon.